k well so i spent the weekend in victoria with my friend renee. renee is my kind of girl ... mostly. she's one of those people ( i am like this too ) who sort of makes you feel ... uneasy sometimes? like you don't really know where you stand. she can be two-faced so i'm never totally sure that i'm not somehow annoying her. as i said, i am like this too. so i can't really say that i am not understanding ... just that i wish i knew, i guess, why she seems like she wants to spend so much time with me? and sometimes i get the feeling that she's so not interested. i don't know. i just love her. she is probably my oldest friend.
when i see renee, i am not often at my best. it's because we like to get fucked up. this weekend i might have been at it a bit harder than she was but normally it's the other way around. so i don't feel so badly about it. and to be honest i'm not even sure it's true! i might just not have paid that much attention.
i put some stickers on my walls today. decals? i don't know, i think that's what they are called. they are from this (for some reason i can't embed this url? anyway -- www.one-updesigns.com) company. they are deer. one is turquoise and one is hot pink. they are small. they are cute. i wish that they were facing opposite directions so that i could make them look like they are kissing but they're not. i put one of them next to my cute knitted kitten. maybe they'll kiss. but only when i'm not watching.
welllllllll i don't have much to say today, but i don't want to go so long without updates i think.
oh i guess i can talk about work a bit.
it's going pretty well at this new job, i think. i feel kind of badly for my boss because he is used to having the support of two very experienced people, and i'm not all that experienced, but they are paying me like i am. that's just how the market is right now! anyway i will just have to make sure that i work really hard to make up for it. i know that i have the aptitude, so i'll just learn as quickly as i can to get up to speed.
i feel like i have managed to impress them so far in that, they probably thought i was dumber than i am. so that's great! i just have to get my speed up a bit and make sure that i don't start procrastinating ... as i so love to do ... sigh. but not this time! this time i will really, really be a great, super hard worker and it will all be wonderful. and then when i leave i will have patent AND trade-marks and o god there will be no stopping me in that big, huge toronto market.
it's been raining lately. i'm pleased.
oh have you heard the new sigur ros. it's ... weird. not what i was expecting. i totally forgot about it actually until just now, maybe i'll go try and find some of it now for a second opinion. i've only heard it once, and it was a few weeks ago now. maybe i am in a different mood! hah.
renee and kittens and deer and patents and trademarks and sigur ros! what a jumpy update!
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