tonight i feel this intense need to reach out somehow ...
not to anyone in particular i guess.
i'm a pretty closed off person. most people who know me, even those who would likely say that they know me "well" probably feel that this is true.
i dunno why this is true ...
anyway tonight for some reason ( maybe it's the alcohol ... but i've not had much ... it's more likely the pending move -- moving always makes me feel so introspective, o wow ) i'm thinking of people i've known and now don't. almost 100% of the time because i couldn't, wouldn't, didn't want to know them anymore.
i need to take myself less seriously.
and more seriously.
( be serious about the things that matter, or whatever. )
i get so jealous, i can't even work.
you know?
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i would like to take this opportunity to sing for you a song of great wisdom, perfomed by one seriously inspirational and truly outrageous band, jem and the holograms:
"doesn't it hurt? jealousy baby, doesn't it burn? jealousy baby"
i suspect you feel much better now.
i would also like to take this opportunity to tell you that today on my way to work, i saw a man who looked like House. i mean, the poor guy... he looked like House.
xo
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