still.

i feel like.

well it's weird.

i'm still obsessed with this person.

i moved out of that neighbourhood, i got my awesome boyfriend back ... i ... for all i know he lives in a city halfway across the world now.

should. not. be. thinking. about. this.

yet today i spent about an hour of my day ... searching flickr for terms that i thought *miiight* lead me to him ... like watching a suspense film ... waiting for the 'bad guy' to pop up.

and suddenly there he was.

and now i'm sitting here, downloading "his" music. so i can remember.

why.

i honestly just have nothing else to say today.