so...
you know, a lot of people hate mondays. often i am one of them. but sometimes not! mondays are like, the mini start-over. they come so often and they always have that "fresh start" feeling to them. well. most of the time.
i like fresh starts. a lot.
i'm in a bit of a rut right now but feeling very optimistic that i will find my way out. which is kind of new for me, in the past it seems i have allowed myself to become defeated very easily. or at least, it feels that way, and everyone knows that when you feel that way, it sort of becomes your reality, right.
it's weird but lately i feel that everyday is it's own fresh start, like, you need to forget about what happened yesterday and just make the best of what you have in front of you. that seems so obvious, i know. but it's new to me, and i like it.
today:
i'm a bit nervous right now at work. there were lots of closed door meetings today. my boss was involved in many of them. i'm sure it's nothing to do with me. well -- i am objectively sure it has nothing to do with me. in the back of my mind, though, i'm making up scenarios involving a series of meetings to devise the most creative way to fire me. UGH. that would SUCK.
also it was my friend's bridal shower at work today. I FORGOT. i also ditched her bachelorette party on the weekend. worst friend evar!!!11 woops. i think i dealt with it rather well, though. she does not seem upset with me. also, she knows that i will be at her family shower, so i suppose she cannot be super angry. either way she knows she is getting a gift out of me, haha.
not sick of oatmeal yet. must get to the gym tonight. nothing else of note.
27 August 2007
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i totally know what you mean. each morning brims with so many bright bright and wonderful intentions. too bad i've been sleeping till noon.
ps - don't tease me with talk of returning to T-Dot if you don't mean it, my emotions are fragile little creatures!!! just kidding hon xo
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